Fang Is the name Dont wear it OUT!!!!

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Moving on is hard…i know…jeez if your reading my previous blogs you’ll know that im one of those people who experienced a lot of rejections…(ok alot seems to be a harsh word..2 to be exact xD)…well anyways even though that’s the case i always m0ve on…(well i think so)…im not claiming to be an expert on moving on..but at least i can share my opinion about the matter….

For the boys:

well…the thought that went through my mind during this emotional crisis is that…she deserves better and the same goes for me…maybe we’re not meant for each other after all…..well guys out there just keep this in mind” there are 3 girls for every 1 boy in the world…or 3 is to 1….” so heads up…and keep searching for the right girl for you…..

For the Girls:

well im not so sure…(simply put because im not a girl)..but a few of my girlFRIENDS(a girl that is my friend and only friends nothing goes beyond that)..share with me their feelings and all i do is listen and try to understand them…but here’s my opinion.. well for me girls take longer time to move on than boys(well genetically speaking girls are more emotional)…but you know…once you guys realize that you’re too precious to be crying over a guy…little by little it will ease the pain of losing him…

well i hope that’s helpful(im not that sure that it is…but hey, atleast i tried xD)..and you know if ever one of you asked if you guys can be friends just take it you have nothing to lose… + being friends w/ your X love may help you someday ^^…(in my opinion that is)

I have this friend let’s call her doggy(i love animals + dogs are cute - she’s a girl by the way)…well anyways there’s this guy lets call him fatso(wahaha i love making names) and he’s courting my friend(doggy)…..he’s really not attractive + he’s not her type(simply put he looks horrendous)…

It started with a text….

One morning my friend doggy entered our class room with this  distinct smile..she’s seems happy about something…well due to curiousity i asked her why she’s so happy…she said”my nanliligaw sakin”(well it’s a rare case for her actually)….sooo i said”w0w really?? astig..cno naman yung bulag n yun??”….she then replied”yabang mo naman”..then i just laughed really hard…

The next day….

My friend entered the room without her happy aura with her….so i asked”y0!!…parang malungkot ka yata ngayon ha..natauhan na siguro yung nanliligaw sayo no??”she replied furiously”hindi no!!…ako ang natauhan..ang pangit nya pla..nakita ko friendster nya”.That made me laugh so hard that it would be heard all through out the room(actually it can be heard up to the other room xD)….

My Friend’s solution and  My hell…

The afternoon in that same day….my Friend approached me and said “uy…patulong naman o..”well being her friend and a gentleman i said”ok ano b yun?? basta bawas na utang ko sayo ha:D”(ok maybe erase the gentleman part)..she said” ok cge-cge.ano kasi..pede bang magpanggap ka na boyfriend ko saglit lang naman e didispatcha ko lang c fatso(not his real name)”.well what can i do?? im a man of my words i cant back down now!!(+ the offer was sweet) …so i just agreed..The day after that, she said that she used my photos in her profile in friendster..so after school i checked it out….and DAMN!!….it looked like a freaking fan site…as in her whole background was my picture..(it’s a collage thing)..and in her photos there was an album entitled”my sweetheart”and it’s all my pictures.i panicked…i mean what would all my friends say if this madness goes on!!…so i immediately called her…and told her”uy wala naman to sa plano natin ha!!”and she explained”eto lang yung paraan e”..i said”hindi let me talk to him..para tapos na to once and for all!!”…then i hung up..

The confrontation..

the next day we met up with fatso….then i told him”tol wala nang paligoy-ligoy pa..lumayo ka na dito sa KAIBIGAN ko”..then he said”huh?? akala ko ba gf mo sha??”..(oopss…im dead xD)…i then said”kya nga girlFRIEND…FRIEND…sang mundo k ba galing??”he then said”ahhh hindi mo kasi nililinaw e..sabagay…trip ko lang naman e…cge pre”and the conversation ended there….after that my friend was relieved….my depths were settled and the dilemma was over

P.S…this story had been fabricated a little…(ahhahah)

There’s this girl in my class….let’s call her “Ms. Perfect Smile”..Well i want to call her “Ms. Perfect Smile” because she has the nicest smile and an angelic face to complement that..Unlike all the other girls in my class…i can’t talk to her that much…maybe because i like her(or do I??)…If your an avid reader of my blogs you’ll learn that im a type of guy who’s shy when it comes to girls that i really like(To prove my point read my first blog)… “Ms. Perfect smile” gets a near perfect score in my checklist for an ideal woman..She’s cute , smart and really interesting. Every time she smiles it brightens up my day..I just can’t take my eyes of her. sometimes, i find it hard to focus on our lessons ..But i’m not saying that this is a bad thing though.Well you see, some subjects like chemistry is really boring and the teacher really lacks beauty.So just by looking at her atleast i can stay awake during these class of torment.. She’s actually quite easy to talk to…But i don’t know….we have a “few” small chats all the time but i just can’t connect with her just like i do with other girls in my class.. As a matter of fact i’m really tight with all my girl classmates except for her..I don’t know everytime i talk with her it seems like im all out of words to say to her..in other words she’s breathtaking.. There’s this one avid reader of my blogs..who commented this on my first blog “awe.. too bad for F.. tsk. he almost had it, but he chased his best chance away.. if he had asked angel earlier then there wouldn’t have been any hurt and regrets. he is too unfortunate he fell in love with a lower type of girl.. but maybe this taught him a lesson.. maybe God has better plans for him.. so to F, whoever you might be, the next time you have a chance like this, make sure to hold onto it tightly..” This comment made me think what if i’ll commit the same mistakes that i did with angel(the girl on my first blog). what would happen if I missed the chance with “Miss Perfect Smile”?? can i still forgive myself?? Love is really filled with mystery..it’s full of choices that can either make or break you.Right now i can’t really decide whether to court this girl or just leave her be.I just dont want to hurt her in the process or maybe i just dont want to hurt myself.either way.i need to make a decision and i hope to make the right one.I know that she has the face that can launch a thousand ships..A girl worth my time and effort..A WOMAN WORTH FIGHTING FOR.. i just hope and pray that this will not lead to dismay….

I love you forever, i like you for always

Many have said this to own your grace..

I Love you forever, i like you for always

No matter what happen i’ll be with you just in case..

Loving an angel is not a joke…

Onslaught of the mind with every stroke…

Veil of uncertainty shadows my chances..

Every moment i waste my time passes…

Without your love i am nothing

In this pursuit for love that’s long lasting….

Time is the enemy for it is uncaring…

Hindrance of my fate…hope im not too late

After 17 years of my life i finally knew….

Loving an angel is the hardest thing to do…

Romantic poems and romantic tones never work…

On this angel that leaves me here in the dirt….

Somehow i wish i’ll be with her…

Every minute of the day i fall in deeper… 

Final results dont matter.

As long as these words i utter..

“You are the reason for my existence..Nothing can stop me, not even the distance”

Loving you is all i wanna do….Everything i do, i do it for you…

Power of your beauty is really spectacular…

A beauty more beautiful than a star…

Remembering those times were together…

Every word you say makes my heart beat faster…

Destiny has nothing to do with this..

Everything happens because true love exist…

Simple feeling…that’s made my world keep on spinning… 

These pictures are from our REED project….the shots where im not in it are taken by your’s truly :) 

I took these pictures  from our recollection…… Lovin’ Nature :) 

This is the food we prepared for our nutrition class……it may look like much..but once you get the chance to taste it…it’s really good :)

The food:

• Fish fillet with creamy white sauce
• Lumpiang ubod without the lumpia wrapper
• White rice
• Banana jamboree topped with candy sprinkles 
• Buko juice 

I met this girl who caught me by surprise…

She’s hotter than the sun but cooler than ice..

everytime i see her my heart beats faster..

everytime i talk to her my feelings for her grew stronger…

It’s not been long since we’ve seen each other…

but every second i wait seems like forever….

i sit here wondering when will i see you…

when will i have the chance to be with you…i haven’t got a clue….

She’s the prettiest nerd that i’ve ever seen…

A pretty angel with the softest skin…

She’s the simplest rich girl that i’ve ever been with..

.being with her is simpler that lenght times width… xD

i just can’t help but smile….

everytime i see her reply….

i dont care if these people think im crazy…

all i know is that when im with her, life becomes easy :)

But what can i offer to a girl who’s this perfect??..

.im really afraid of my actions effect….

I am nothing….while you are everything„,

I am weak…easily breakable like a stick :(

isn’t it ironic??

a playboy like me acting this pathetic…

but what can i say??

you make me softer than clay….

maybe this is infatuation…

maybe i should not give it any attention….

But then again maybe it’s love..

.and she’s the angel im asking from above….

i know it maybe complicated like calculus…

but if i try courting her…do i have something to lose??

im afraid that i might lose her while trying…

but i can’t say that i dont love her, cause then i would be lying….

so now i sit here waiting..

.trying to control my feelings…

thinking of what will i do next…

trying not to make things so complex….

But somehow i now reaLize…

as i am looking into her eyes…

i’m not nothing…

cause i have her and she’s my everything :)

Created by: 

Farrell Angelo S. Diaz

I’m standing here amidst the crowd
filled with anguish and doubt…
In this place where there’s turmoil
all i can hold on to is the soil..

as i kneel down and cry
pe0ple stop and wonder why
why this man is crying
what they don’t know is that im dying..

Dying cause of this pain you inflicted
the pain of being rejected………….



As i looked in a mirror…
i saw a man deprived of honor..
A man that’s lonely..
from something that’s not worthy..

I looked into him more closely..
and said to him very calmy..
“pick yourself out of this rubble
you’ll only stoop down and stumble”

right from that moment i knew…
all this confusions you made are through….


I’ve lost much time thinking of you…
now i decided this charade is through..
So now i dont feel sad and angry
all i can feel is pity…

i pity your lack of becoming…
i pity you for being uncaring..
i pity you for loving him
as much as I LOVED YOU..

Created by: 

Farrell Angelo S. Diaz